Lately I'm not doing any neccessary things. I just spent my long long long holiday with unimportant job : sleep + eat + sleep + eat. I just put some carbs and fats into my body, and the weirdo thing is I just can't handle myself to stop it. If I force myself to stop, that means more I eat some foods again. I just don't know what's happened to my body. Maybe I live in these pressures around so I just feel...... Depressed.