Thursday, January 13

I Got The Money !

After I had finish semester final examination, which was hard-and yeah you know it'll be-I am so enjoyed my self to having much better sleep from now on, and I can do everything I want to. I went to the grocery store to cook something for my boyfie. Sssh, this should be our secret, right? ;p



fyi, this is first time I cook. and tastes so weird. I'm sorry, darling :p

P.s : "Faster" movie was great, really. If you like action movies, you have to watch this. Aaannd, I bought this Dollar carpet!

Sunday, January 9

Walking By Through

sometimes I wonder back to my past. when I had really jump down and suck into the ground when I'm broken. like there's no day after tomorrow. feels like I'm dying to be true, and more I think about it so more I'm melted out. tears fell down on my cheek everytime, and my body got into point of weakness. yeah, maybe that's happen when we are broken. eventhough you're not really fall in love with someone and you broke up, or you're landed in dissappointness land, we ever feel that.

every step I take, I always think about what am I gonna do. but when I'm pissed off, every little plan I made just become nothing, bad tempered is ruined everything. then, here I cry.

every smile I make, I always think about what do I supposed to do. but when I'm mourn, every jokes I create just become nothing, again, here I cry.

when people think I'm stupid or everything you can imagine, I'll comes up with rainbow on my eyes. so there I could see them peaced and be settled arround me.

but there I see.
Be calm, thats the point.
Trust God, thats what I mean.

people life arround you for not making you down. but they really help you to be more better you.
haters come up with their consonant voice, maybe theyre smile when you fall. but they really notice you as their rival. to motivate you to be more better. so thank them.
lovers side up with their vocal voice, then there they helped you out from the box. they make you realize you're still exist. so thank them.
and, friends. they're not there because they should to. but they're there because they choose to. so thank them.

falling down is not your over. life is a game. risk is the part. so move on! take your risk, so you are alive!

Friday, January 7

Bloody Fried Onion

I went to having a light-dinner with my boyfriend. actually, our final examination end by next week. but we think we really have to need a break and take some refreshment. so there were we going to eat. we were have no plan to go, firstly he came to my dorm for had some chit-chats with me. but we didnt. we were really going.

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Me : "Baby, what's that ? why you mix so much fried onions with the spices?"
Him : "This tastes so great. you have to taste it by yourself ! Just try! "
Me : ".... It's look like going to be alive and bite me."

Tuesday, January 4

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To Touch Up The Sky

Mango jacket - Zara shirt

On The Night Like This.

sometime I wonder about you. you, yes you. you fillin my heart with somekinda weird feelin, you brought me into your life. you are not a saviour in your darkness armor. you are not a superhero comes in every dangerous situation. you are just you. you are so special to be mentioned with words, and words aint describe detailly.


December, 20th 2010. you came in front of my dorm, and you said that you want to be closer to me, after soooo long time, after that confusing things i catched up from you, and you seemed perfectly didnt care of me. but there I saw you, you brought a-super-teddy-bear-that-so-I-wanted-to, in front of my friends and yours, you told me that you feel me the same, that we are match each other, and you want me to fill your heart. suddenly I closed my eyes, just like a very nice dream and I didnt want to wake up! but I opened my eyes and I still could see you. standing with worry-face like. and I was smiling, I hugged that Teddy Bear you gave me. so big until I hard to reach my hand each other :) and I said, yes! I love you. for a looooong time.



December, 30th 2010. in the morning you came to my dorm. back of your car was what the first time I look. I see your rear wiper with a hand bucket of red roses. I shocked. and exactly not just that, I saw that our relationship date and its hour 's sticker already sticked up on your rear window of your car. then you came out from inside your car and tell me that you love me. you are so sweet. and by sudden I hugged you, I wanted to cry but I cant. I am too happy to feel tear rolls down on my face.

I'll always love you. RBW.