just like whipping a horse which already exhausted..

Sometimes what we already did and said on the past still remaining every stories that couldn't be erased or removed. I do regret for every pieces of mistakes that I've already done, which is may hurt somebody else, etc. Yeah, it might me had been said and written, so all I need to do is just apologizing. I am so excited that people and world had changes me. I learned many things that already happened from the past, they weren't histories, but somekinda teacher; the silent things which teach me day by day, and I think now this is me. I was too uncaring to what I said to people. I was too disagree to what people saying although it's the best thing for my life. I am so regret. And I thought that being mature is not a problem, I am as an adult now (which has an Id card now :p) promise that I'd never letting people dissapointed with I am. :)


It's so exhausting to write what did happened to me, each.
But the exciting headline is National Examination and Ujian Tulis Gajahmada University is over. I did my best and I letting God gives me good news that I've passed it all with distinction. So I'd not make my parents dissapointed at me :D

I am so depressed now, because when National Examination,, I am overate. What I've seen, is what I ate. So when I'm up on the scale, I've gained 7kilos!!! Oh My Godness. What did I've already eaten?!

So what-to-do-list on my daily planner are DIET and WORKOUT!!

Happy everyday!

Studds and Zebras

psychonerdy studded blazer - Zara zebra dress - Nefertiti necklace - various rings and bangles - Mr. Freddy platform studded heels

Nefertiti, Kimmy, and SOLO :)

my family and I were having a trip to Solo !  I don't think Solo is good for a shopper like I am, but I think Solo is a peaceful city with its own history ! lovely, for the Batiks, and so many things about its evironment, more cleaner than Yogyakarta (maybe) :)

i received some packages :

first, is from Nefertiti :)

 

  

  

Nefertiti necklace - Rip Curl loose shirt - Swatch watch - F21 ribbon ring

i asked help to my father to took this picture while mommy still busy trying so much blouses in Bilqis boutique. :p again, sorry for the badly poor quality of this picture ;(

second, i received from Kimmy shoe :)

so very grateful thank you ! later, i promise i'll wear those stuffs and post it.

sorry for taking so long time to write on, because i have to study again for UAN and Universities Applications.

have a nice nice everytime ! :)

when i was accompanying my mommie :)

my family and I was going to a small vacation. we were stayed at Kempinsky Jakarta (it was the Hotel Indonesia) for three days ! and i spent that three days for shopping at Grand Indonesia (because it has a straight-tunnel to inside of East Mall of Grand Indonesia! yay!)

 

 

the sky wasn't blue enough, but we had joy to spent our little vacation :)

  

leather jacket - Gaudi studded bag - Lea skinny jeans - Swatch pink jelly watch - F21 rings - unbranded shoe

 

i just had no time to ask help for somebody to catch me a picture what i wore, so i did took it with my phone camera. sorry for the low quality of that pictures ;(