whats wrong with today?

i felt so angry and angry. but i dont know why. i tried to smile but i couldnt. tears always coming out on the corner of my eyes. especially when i had examinations in school. i tought i have learned it all. but i was wrong. i didnt do it my best. i felt soo angry. again, i dont know why i should angry. i just did electro, biology, and chemistry examinations today. but i think, i've got remidial for all of it. because when i received the question papers, i got to blank and i was so nervous then i forgot all of part which i've already studied las night. i am so sad that i couldnt do my best. :'((

secondally, time was 6 on the evening, i felt really badly cough that i couldnt hold my self to taking any medicines. so i had  an Actifed then i had slept. suddenly mommy and clock was ringing and shouting. oh my God, it's time to go to piano course. then i prepared all of things to go, and went to course by bike.

the fool thing was i am forgot to checking my bicycle's tyres. i felt so hard to swing the pedals. it was so tiring. but when i had arrived to my course, it was closed. i forgot that today is fifth week which the time to course-holiday. i was soo sadly swing again my bicycle's pedals to got back home.

what's wrong with today..

the tears couldnt stop falling. i feel something wrong. but i dont know what and why.

on this sunny day.

sun shine brightly and hotty today. :( so i grab a Nestle Milo because i felt so exhausted. ohh, i hate this day. because i have to study hard for Biology and Chemistry exam tomorrow! :(

it's so long long time..

it's had been a very long long time that i didnt write what i thought and what i felt on this blog. but i miss this blog. place that every little piece of my life was written. so, i gotta telling you why i am soo busy.

as you know that third grade in senior high school is a big time to choose your future. jangan sampe salah menentukan masa depan kamu karena hanya sebatas embel-embel 'kerennya' universitas A atau B atau C, atau malah memilih langsung kerja supaya terlihat cepat mandiri (atau malah ada yang sekalian nikah? :p) tapi kadang malah itu yang membuat masa depan salah jalan. entah pas dipertengahannya merasa menyesal karena hanya sekedar ikut-ikut, dsb. jujur gwn ngga mau. gwn wanna make mommy and daddy proud of gwn..

tapi kenapa yah, tiap kali adaa aja yang ngebuat gwn harus sedih karena orang tua yang kian lama kian menuntut diluar kemampuan gwn.

-- gwn with akabri marjudin saputra--

waktu itu ada sosialisasi akabri di sekolah gwn. katanya temen-temen sih kak Marjudin ini cakep. (ketimbang yang laen kali ya :p) hahaha. jadinya foto deh .

Hari Wajib Batik

hari ini tepat tanggal 2 oktober 2009. tepat kebanggaan bangsa Indonesia, dimana Unesco mengesahkan Batik sebagai Heritage Indonesia. bangga ngga sih dengan ini semua? jelas donk.. harus. lagian semua instansi, baik sekolah maupun perkantoran wajib menggunakan batik pada hari Jumat. kebetulan atau bagaimanakah?