Sweet Little Cupcake

Sweets Treats

2011-02-16T04:01:00.000+08:00

the 1st anniversary cake he gave to me

Howdie Goldie

Oreo Cheesecake

I just dont know what's people think of my usual treats I eat. I dont like being so drowned by some foods, I prefer to crunch food anytime I want it to. So that's why I'll always put some chew gums in my bag wherever I go, so when I want to eat over again, I just put some gums into my mouth and chew until I bored of it. Then here goes my boyfriend stops complaining how's my eat habbit and he just try to warn me when I am too much (even the fact he is never do that to me, maybe because he's so afraid of my anger to tell me that? :p )

By the way, enjoy my new songs on my Reverbnation!

Gwenella - New Game
Gwenella - Oh Baby (I Love You)

Thank you!

I Got The Money !

2011-01-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

After I had finish semester final examination, which was hard-and yeah you know it'll be-I am so enjoyed my self to having much better sleep from now on, and I can do everything I want to. I went to the grocery store to cook something for my boyfie. Sssh, this should be our secret, right? ;p

fyi, this is first time I cook. and tastes so weird. I'm sorry, darling :p

P.s : "Faster" movie was great, really. If you like action movies, you have to watch this. Aaannd, I bought this Dollar carpet!

Walking By Through

2011-01-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes I wonder back to my past. when I had really jump down and suck into the ground when I'm broken. like there's no day after tomorrow. feels like I'm dying to be true, and more I think about it so more I'm melted out. tears fell down on my cheek everytime, and my body got into point of weakness. yeah, maybe that's happen when we are broken. eventhough you're not really fall in love with someone and you broke up, or you're landed in dissappointness land, we ever feel that.

every step I take, I always think about what am I gonna do. but when I'm pissed off, every little plan I made just become nothing, bad tempered is ruined everything. then, here I cry.

every smile I make, I always think about what do I supposed to do. but when I'm mourn, every jokes I create just become nothing, again, here I cry.

when people think I'm stupid or everything you can imagine, I'll comes up with rainbow on my eyes. so there I could see them peaced and be settled arround me.

but there I see.
Be calm, thats the point.
Trust God, thats what I mean.

people life arround you for not making you down. but they really help you to be more better you.
haters come up with their consonant voice, maybe theyre smile when you fall. but they really notice you as their rival. to motivate you to be more better. so thank them.
lovers side up with their vocal voice, then there they helped you out from the box. they make you realize you're still exist. so thank them.
and, friends. they're not there because they should to. but they're there because they choose to. so thank them.

falling down is not your over. life is a game. risk is the part. so move on! take your risk, so you are alive!

Bloody Fried Onion

2011-01-07T13:12:00.000+08:00

I went to having a light-dinner with my boyfriend. actually, our final examination end by next week. but we think we really have to need a break and take some refreshment. so there were we going to eat. we were have no plan to go, firstly he came to my dorm for had some chit-chats with me. but we didnt. we were really going.

Me : "Baby, what's that ? why you mix so much fried onions with the spices?"
Him : "This tastes so great. you have to taste it by yourself ! Just try! "
Me : ".... It's look like going to be alive and bite me."

DOWNLOAD MY NEW SONGS!

2011-01-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

INVISIBLE LOVER ft. Dimas

BREAK UP ft. Dimas

only on http://www.reverbnation.com/gwenella

To Touch Up The Sky

2011-01-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Mango jacket - Zara shirt

On The Night Like This.

2011-01-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

sometime I wonder about you. you, yes you. you fillin my heart with somekinda weird feelin, you brought me into your life. you are not a saviour in your darkness armor. you are not a superhero comes in every dangerous situation. you are just you. you are so special to be mentioned with words, and words aint describe detailly.

December, 20th 2010. you came in front of my dorm, and you said that you want to be closer to me, after soooo long time, after that confusing things i catched up from you, and you seemed perfectly didnt care of me. but there I saw you, you brought a-super-teddy-bear-that-so-I-wanted-to, in front of my friends and yours, you told me that you feel me the same, that we are match each other, and you want me to fill your heart. suddenly I closed my eyes, just like a very nice dream and I didnt want to wake up! but I opened my eyes and I still could see you. standing with worry-face like. and I was smiling, I hugged that Teddy Bear you gave me. so big until I hard to reach my hand each other :) and I said, yes! I love you. for a looooong time.

December, 30th 2010. in the morning you came to my dorm. back of your car was what the first time I look. I see your rear wiper with a hand bucket of red roses. I shocked. and exactly not just that, I saw that our relationship date and its hour 's sticker already sticked up on your rear window of your car. then you came out from inside your car and tell me that you love me. you are so sweet. and by sudden I hugged you, I wanted to cry but I cant. I am too happy to feel tear rolls down on my face.

I'll always love you. RBW.

Stripes Meet Fluffin

2010-11-15T06:10:00.000+08:00

Zara dress & belt - Gosh sling bag - Forever21 pink ring - Unbranded bangles & flat

when I heard about some disasters happened in Indonesia, i keep praying God for His kind. Erruptions, Floods, Earth-quakes, came in different spots. Sumatera, Java, even Papua, and just a few hour ago, it was happened in Maluku. We dont need any sorry or regretful feelings, but this is the time for us to proof that Indonesia is solid! Indonesia can help theirself each other with our hands. We aint no longer to wait for another people hands, but yes! we can do it by ourself. So keep #PrayForIndonesia .

Lately again, I am so busy to do many jobs. assignments, examinations, and so on. Furthermore, I just recorded my new songs. They are still gonna be Rap songs and I hope you'll like it! wait for the launch, and get free download for you all!

Disables still ables.

2010-11-01T10:37:00.002+08:00

last 30th October, our Faculty gave us assignment to visit YPAC (Yayasan Pendidikan Anak Cacat). this place is a school for every single disable school-aged people. they were so amazingly incredible! they can sing songs, even do the flag ceremony! there, i greet Rizka and Vivi. they made me understand that disable aint really cannot do anything. they are the proof that we still have hope.

"this room is just like a wise person,

the door is so friendly

open for every single people"

LA Streetball

2010-10-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

howdy howda

2010-09-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

i was admitted to hospital for a week because i am having dengue fever an thypus. my hands both were infused and that was very annoying. my trombosit level were only around forty, which they have to be one hundred and fifty for normal. but i have to leaving on jetplane like the song because i had medicine school schedule. yes! i am a university student member. attend 2010class of medicine airlangga university surabaya. wish me well and you too!

happy ied mubarak!

Skatepark Candy Candy

2010-08-22T10:23:00.000+08:00

Topshop shirt - Gaudi jeans - Charles & Keith shoe - assorted bangles

Not Just A Thing

2010-08-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

these are my student id cards of both of my universities.

65th Aint Old Yet.

2010-08-17T20:30:00.004+08:00

Shopping Spree with My Girl

2010-08-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

i just got home from Pasar Atum & ITC Surabaya. that was so exciting! because lately i'm so busy to do many thing on my list : such as what is on scheduled by my universities. and the tiring thing is they're a MUST! must to DO! but now i have spent all day long with Felix, my besties. she was accompanying me to go to pasar Atum and ITC then i got so many things with a very cheap priced which i'll share them to you all later. i got some dresses, blazers, satchel bag and a wallet. so what you got? a great idea to be fashionable with affordable price!

anyways, have a great fasting days!!!!!

Faculty Fake-ulty Fakk-ulty

2010-08-14T03:08:00.000+08:00

Lately i'm so busy to do many things. I run two programme by this time, they are Informathic and Medicine. so shocked that I couldnt tell you when I received a pleasure result at Airlangga University, Surabaya. They announced me that I'm passed !! yeayy! Faculty of Medicine, I commiiingggg!

but at the same time, i should take Informathic at Sepuluh Nopember Institute of Technique too. what a %^&*( ! Thank God, I still have a strength to do them at all. (although the class is not being started yet. lol)

by the way, I just arrived home after Rap performing (again) at XLent Friday, located outside the KFC, Surabaya. That was exciting!

and tomorrow I'll head to Gresik for (another) Rap Performing.

WISH US LUCK!

Grab The Micro to the Panic

2010-08-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hardware lace top + blazer - Phoebe n Chloe ring

Rap Perform @ Kaza Surabaya

2010-08-03T14:25:00.001+08:00

University and Me

2010-07-31T02:50:00.001+08:00

I almost so busy for lately. After hardworks, prays, tears and sweats, I got this for sure. This is really made me humm, yes so proud of myself. Well, I had very geougeous rap performing and being on air @ DJ FM Surabaya :) what awesomeness! I'll share to yawl later.

Don't forget to smile guys ! It will helps you thru every hard day :D

Runaway From This Crowd..

2010-07-26T15:37:00.002+08:00

Lately I'm not doing any neccessary things. I just spent my long long long holiday with unimportant job : sleep + eat + sleep + eat. I just put some carbs and fats into my body, and the weirdo thing is I just can't handle myself to stop it. If I force myself to stop, that means more I eat some foods again. I just don't know what's happened to my body. Maybe I live in these pressures around so I just feel...... Depressed.

High School Flashback

2010-07-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

For Again

2010-07-24T14:42:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm not. Or maybe I am. Just drained my energy to becoming minus from zero. Calculated every inch of breath-taking love and suck it to the ground. So wrong that I could be. For somehow times passed and I always wrong again for more. And I am so dissapointed which was happening to myself either. I walked into you but nothing response even you said some yes-es for me. I held your hands but nothing change even you said that you feel the same as I do. Maybe just in my imagination, that I'm belong to you....

Combats The Lavender

2010-07-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

Nikicio long dress - Zara belt - F21 feather ring

Lately I'm so pushed myself too much. Maybe fullfiled of pressure make me is so uncomfortable even if I had my own body to go. I need some refreshment, not calling a general air, but really need some recess. I had a very badly insomn. I could steady weady turned on eyes without fall asleep for 4 days or more. Maybe it would be worse on someday. But somehow, I let it go just like nothing happened. And so badly for today, I'm so tired to being an insomnian. I have to cure myself, but how? I know I have to sleep. But I couldn't for these couple days. Although I hadn't got some rest night, I could stand and doing all the jobs all day long without feel tired or something! Weirdo huh? My friend told me if I'm not tell this to the doctor, my liver would be get sick. Hey, my father is a doctor and he's not caring me even if I'm sleeping or not! LOL. Yap, maybe today is the punishment because of I had so rare time to take rest. And somehow I need some sleeps. Good night :)

Relationship Love

2010-07-22T03:13:00.003+08:00

‎There're so enough bullshitness relationship, it's all just ruin many and gain nothing. It's so wasting time. By sex before marriage? Their mindset are too childish for me and I couldn't get used to them. Relationship is about caring, love each other, feel togetherness, happy, and anykinda things that you could name it. So badly I just dig into some wrong holes, when besides I'm not seeing you before.

I don't ever care of what you looks like, or what you wear, or even anything elses. I am so fall into you, for this shortly time, we never meet yet, but I'm so exactly deeply feel so comfortable to being on your side.. You know how to treat woman, I'm so appreciated that.

Not every guy doing like that, I mean, how to treat women for real.

Thank you for came into my life just in the right time.

Block Battles VI

2010-07-21T03:44:00.002+08:00

For a big YES I want to join them so right away performing (again) after a long long time taking break. But yeah, I have another job to do on my list, and I couldn't make it. So I think maybe next time I will have another chance to grab the microphone and shout on the stage. I really really miss that. :( for some reasons, for myself, rap gather like this is also build our togetherness along friendshipness and partner. Some of rappers will be performing on that day and it would be nicer if I'm attended this ocassion. So badly luck, I couldn't :(

So if you're wanna join with us, make some yells and screamo with words also beats, just come and free yourself!

Bandung, I'm in Love !

2010-07-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

Cotton Ink stripy tanks - Hardware adjustable cardigan - Zara belt

- F21 ring - Gaudi Jeans - Lynes flats - Clementine drawstring bag

Walkdown of Life

2010-07-17T09:26:00.001+08:00

Lynes studded flat shoes - Clementine drawstring slingbag

Bloom and Boom

2010-07-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

flowery layered upper - Polo Ralph Laurent cardigan - Kipling bag - Wondershoe flat

Inhales and Exhales.

2010-07-15T01:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so fall into you. Like the soft of lychee martini.
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Smells Freshy Air of Life

2010-07-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

I wrote this when I'm still in Madina. Well, this is my 4th times for omra. Alhamdulillah :)

I went to Jeddah from Jakarta by plane of course, using Garuda Indonesia, I left Jakarta on Sunday afternoon, around 4pm indonesian west time. Then I arrived at Jeddah around 10pm on KSA time. It takes 9 hours from Soekarno-Hatta airport Jakarta to King Abdul Aziz airport Jeddah. No rest of time, we shall got to Makkah by bus. It was take 2 hours to Makkah after we had taken our spell "niat" for omra called as "Ihram". If you had taken your ihram, there's so much rules you have to obey. If you don't, you have pay the fare (buy camel or goats) and your omra will be canceled.

We arrived at Makkah around 2am, after we had rest for 30minutes, we hurried to Masjidil Haram for Tawaf and Sa'i before Subuh's adzan. The weather in Saudi is now summer. On the night like this, it's about 29 degrees of celcius, and could be 50 degrees of celcius on day. It's so hottie and dryness summer! You should put lip balms and mosturizers to keep your skin from out of its wetness. Just like my skin now is so dying dryness, and it's so flirting to be rubbed. But when I scratched it, my skin is painfully bleeding and hurt. Don't forgot about your heels too, it would be so dry and rough because its dryness. So the conclusion is, don't forget to bring your lipbalms and lotions! :p

Although it seemed like I was so painful and hot, it's not just the same if we're visiting our God there; find for His mercy acceptance of our sins, and between the sweats and tears, we're here now is just finding His awesomeness heaven to be we live it later after we die. As you know that we're just life in this whole world for a very short time. So don't we never try to waste it, do we? Ka'bah is so soulful place I love. People from all over the world are gather in one heart, sweats and tears, hoping for Allah's mercy. Bismillahiallahuakbar, as we screamed about, In the name of Allah the biggest for all.

After 3 days stayed in Makkah, we left for Madinah, our prophet Muhammad's place. I love to being here in Madinah. It's not about just a soulful place, but it has a love and welcomeness from our prophet Muhammad to be here. We'll feel so in love with Muhammad and we'll remembering his big deal of spreading Islam. He's the one we love, our love. And don't forget about Ajwa's kurmas. It's Muhammad's kurmas. Its measurement is about a thumb of adult man and deep colored of black. Its skin is rough and it's so tasty. Try to eat 7 of it every morning breakfast and as Muhammad says we'll covered from bad black magic. Inshaallah.

The interesting taste of arabian foods are: they're not so tasty and spicy, besides they love to put some herbs to make them so smelly and they love ketchup so much! That's why I think only indonesian's food which combine all about herbs, spices, taste, and also still smells so good. Arabian people love to eat a very sweet dessert. As the example, they put some whipped creams, chocolates, and syrups on their tasty yet ice cream! And don't forget about their monster's portions. If we are indonesians could share a basket of bread, they just eat it for theirself! A basket of bread for a people! That's why they're so bigger than other asians people.

Not too much pictures I took. but I felt heavenly peaces while stayed there :)

May Allah Bless our each day in life :)
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From Barbie With FashionLove

2010-07-07T20:48:00.001+08:00

Zara stipped with skirt dress - Zara nude belt - RedHerrings jeans - Forever 21 assorted bangle

Forever 21

Toy Story. Laugh and Happiness till Die

2010-06-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

Had a very great time with Mas Asep, he's my brother, also my friend. I met him because of i'm one of Smansa's YearBook team. I worked with them all, and Mas Asep is one of the photographer. His works are awesomeness! and he took some pictures of me after having full-time laughness of Toy Story 3 at cinema. no breath and commas when the film was still running! LOLs.

Miami Beach Maxi Dress - Mango Jacket Jeans

I hope you all having a great time too !

there's still a tunnel to get out from this black out

2010-06-14T16:09:00.001+08:00

when you called it as love, but now i dont think so. maybe i'm not the best for you, so i let you may go out from my actual life. thanks for a month being with you. i wont regret it, and i'll remembered it as a learn for the better me from now on. i'm not an average woman, i'm so incredible and you can't imagine it. so would you please just wonder me as your wonder-woman? because i'm not yours again for more. find another girl that you can make sins with her. so thank you. i'm so better with my own-way and i'm better single.

when a time i feel i can and i put my chin so much high to the max, and now i'm so regret it. i am so a sinful person and i supposed to dont do that for again. maybe Allah gives me another chance to change. even i'm not a good enough person in the whole world-you name it-but i set my mind now :

~~I wish~~ I can

so from now on, when i write this at yogyakarta, i promise to be a sincerely enough person to be meet again with YOU ALL on a new year of my life. May Allah bless our life. because Allah never lies.

so i close my 17th age.
deep breath and biggy smiles for start my whole new life on 18th YO.

Happy Birthday for me.
Bismillah.

Behind A Success Man, There's Exactly A Strong Woman.

2010-05-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

Lucifurr Gray :)

2010-05-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

the fact, I bought him on last weekend when I spent my time with my boyfriend. He's totally cute little monster. And now he loves to bite his cage, eat so much food I given, also climb till the highest part of his cage. Hamster is a night-animal. So he always make a pityful loud sound at mid-night when he bites his cage. And I'm always awaken by his pityful sound he made. He loves scratch and rub his body, but he doesn't work at all. He's totally a lazy fatty cutie hamster. LOL.

He's kind of Winter Hamster, which doesn't love to bite as Campbell Hamster does. I love him at my first sight, because he's gray! That's why I put 'Gray' on his name. And my boyfriend named him as 'Lucifer', remembering my boyfriend's hamster which already died. But I think Lucifer is a bad name. So I gave him "Lucifurr" because he's Lucifer in thicky gray furr. Well, so his name now Lucifurr Gray. :)

Lately I had so much problems, but when I see Lucifurr, everything's okay.

Be long time with me Lucifurr, I love you :)
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There's No Success without Progress

2010-05-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

You know that I've had failed for again? Well yeah, this is kinda embarassing. I just want you to know that I tried all my best which I can..
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Hard

2010-05-21T04:28:00.000+08:00

I'm worried about the notification result. That's written the 3rd of May 2010, but it still couldn't be accessed. So what I do is just checking the website as the date changin day by day. Even it's just like the same, nothing changes.

You know this hardly feeling-just like a down feeling-because I'm still unable to make Daddy proud of me. Oh Daddy, I'm sorry :'(

So I'm expecting the acceptances on faculty of medicine, and 600 for my TOEFL score.

Yeah as you know, Daddy.
I love you.

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Fingerboards and Dawgtown.

2010-05-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

Lately I'm so interested learning some tricks of fingerboard. People get used to called it as "Tech Deck". It's a brand name of fingerboard. My friend, whose usual called as Amied-engkol, is a skater. He said that fingerboarding is more difficult than a real skate. That's so confusing me. How come? it's just using our right-fingers-hand and you just seat down on chair, then play fingerboard. But the fact is, fingerboard is need more handle, patience, and concentrate. Fingerboard must be suited with you, you have to be one soul with it, so then you can start to play.

In Balikpapan, fingerboarders have a group calles "Dawgtown". One of them is my boyfriend, he's Adam. He teaches me Ollies and Nollies. But I'm still can't get used to play Nollies trick, maybe someday I will. Yeah, fingerboard need some practises and takes long time.

Obstacle is a name of fingerboard arena. If there's some of obstacles, so we could called it as skate-park. Just like my boyfriend do, he put some obstacles in his car, so it's became a skate-park. Uhm, what a guy always do.

My first fingerboard was given by Adam. It's colored deep purple and the draw is just simple as I am. Then, if I'm already get used to fingerboard, I'll buy some more. (Yeah you know, girl, like me, love to see so much colors?)

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Miss Him

2010-05-11T17:03:00.003+08:00

As the air blow our face so firmly.
Smell so freshy like rain falls daily.
You bring me from dark to the light.
Truthly sight side you said allright.

Oh baby so missing you I so deep.
Wanting you here inside the jeep.
Beside me, hold me so closely love.
No problems dear evrything solved.

Touch me soft and erase all sorrow.
Just like only today and no tomorrow.
No one can borrow, so sticky like glue.
So pinky no blue indeed such kinda clue.

You are my Adam, and I'm your Eve.
Just tell deeply feel and just believe.
Sleek like sleeve and I'm so love you...
And I'm here inside so missing you...

Gwenella.

Texted My Daddy

2010-05-06T03:59:00.001+08:00

I know you Daddy. And I love you. A huge of heart-feelings that you shud know, I promise to make you proud.

Exciting Friday, Surabaya

2010-04-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

So much things that I couldn't let my smile off. Today I met with my friends : Anya and Ewi at Tunjungan Plaza, Surabaya.

Then we had Sally Candy with Mix Mochi on it. My mom bought me the Judy from Louis Vuitton. That was so unexpected! Me? Really? Having a really new bag? Woohoo!

So I bought a cool t-shirt at Hardware, I love it at my first sight because it has Julius Caesar face on it. I don't know why, I just love it. So I bought it for my lovely Adam.

Then I bought a bracelet from Phoebe&Chloe, and I got a new bangle from Ewi.

Yeah, what a beautiful day! Ever!
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Step of Future

2010-04-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

I'm now in Surabaya for deciding my bright future to be a dermathologyst. Before that, I shud take faculty of medicine for about 5-6 years. My parents always tell me that a woman must have to get a job, so she'll never asking too much money from her husband. So she can stand alone, with her own salary. Quite so interesting for me, sounds not bad, as a woman, I have to get my own. Also remembering my hobby is shopping too. Heheh :p I don't let people think that I'm a materialistic woman. Hey, I'm a mature woman!

So here I am, taking a very first start to step up. Wish me luck. So then you could meet me as your dermathologyst ;p

Amin ya rabbal alamin :)

Have a nice day, fellas!! :D
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I Have to LOVE Monday :)

2010-04-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hey people, what's up?
How's your monday? Do you still hate monday? Because I'm not. You know the good news is : I AM GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL! This news is so refreshing my day, I will NOT wearing uniform anymore! Maybe I'll miss spending my time with friends; talk-alot, cheering, laughing, and also cheating together! But on this final time, we've got our answer, we are graduated with our best final scores. That's so exciting moment :)

I will NOT forget when I wasted my time with friends.
We are one, we are will NOT be separated by miles.

Thank you Allah for Your best gifts.
Thank you for this 3 years, fellas.
Thank you Smansa Balikpapan.
Thank you readers, for keep reading day by day.

Keep this promise. We'll meet again for next 10years and bring our Ferrarri :p

I love you all. Forever :)

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hello, mid-april ! how are you ?

2010-04-17T12:52:00.001+08:00

So hard to tell my parents that I've failed for utul UGM (Gadjah Mada University's Examination). Maybe it's not an ending, this is where I start. Sorry for this unacceptable news for you, this is the truth; maybe I've dissapointed you, trully I'm apologize, I'm not a perfect person. So give me a time. This is not an end. Right?

*sighs.
Maybe that's unwell starting to write down here, but I'm just telling you that fail isn't calculated by what you earn. But you're success when you could survive in many cases, be a survival person. So you'll get easier to solve your problems.

Maybe I'm not strong enough. I was crying, so lately crying. But what I cried to? Because you fail? No! I have to survive this. Solve this. So I'll become a stronger person!

I am loving you readers, my friends. You all always listen to me, nice listeners :')

On my next post, maybe I'll giving you SPECIAL GIVEAWAYS!!

Keep stay tune, friends!
I'm loving y'all!

i love my mommy

2010-04-05T12:27:00.001+08:00

She's the best woman I've ever knew. She's ironing, washing, cleaning, and take caring of her family. I love her and she's my mom.

just like whipping a horse which already exhausted..

2010-03-28T20:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes what we already did and said on the past still remaining every stories that couldn't be erased or removed. I do regret for every pieces of mistakes that I've already done, which is may hurt somebody else, etc. Yeah, it might me had been said and written, so all I need to do is just apologizing. I am so excited that people and world had changes me. I learned many things that already happened from the past, they weren't histories, but somekinda teacher; the silent things which teach me day by day, and I think now this is me. I was too uncaring to what I said to people. I was too disagree to what people saying although it's the best thing for my life. I am so regret. And I thought that being mature is not a problem, I am as an adult now (which has an Id card now :p) promise that I'd never letting people dissapointed with I am. :)

It's so exhausting to write what did happened to me, each.
But the exciting headline is National Examination and Ujian Tulis Gajahmada University is over. I did my best and I letting God gives me good news that I've passed it all with distinction. So I'd not make my parents dissapointed at me :D

I am so depressed now, because when National Examination,, I am overate. What I've seen, is what I ate. So when I'm up on the scale, I've gained 7kilos!!! Oh My Godness. What did I've already eaten?!

So what-to-do-list on my daily planner are DIET and WORKOUT!!

Happy everyday!

Studds and Zebras

2010-03-07T08:54:00.000+08:00

psychonerdy studded blazer - Zara zebra dress - Nefertiti necklace - various rings and bangles - Mr. Freddy platform studded heels

Nefertiti, Kimmy, and SOLO :)

2010-03-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

my family and I were having a trip to Solo ! I don't think Solo is good for a shopper like I am, but I think Solo is a peaceful city with its own history ! lovely, for the Batiks, and so many things about its evironment, more cleaner than Yogyakarta (maybe) :)

i received some packages :

first, is from Nefertiti :)

Nefertiti necklace - Rip Curl loose shirt - Swatch watch - F21 ribbon ring

i asked help to my father to took this picture while mommy still busy trying so much blouses in Bilqis boutique. :p again, sorry for the badly poor quality of this picture ;(

second, i received from Kimmy shoe :)

so very grateful thank you ! later, i promise i'll wear those stuffs and post it.

sorry for taking so long time to write on, because i have to study again for UAN and Universities Applications.

have a nice nice everytime ! :)

when i was accompanying my mommie :)

2010-03-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

my family and I was going to a small vacation. we were stayed at Kempinsky Jakarta (it was the Hotel Indonesia) for three days ! and i spent that three days for shopping at Grand Indonesia (because it has a straight-tunnel to inside of East Mall of Grand Indonesia! yay!)

the sky wasn't blue enough, but we had joy to spent our little vacation :)

leather jacket - Gaudi studded bag - Lea skinny jeans - Swatch pink jelly watch - F21 rings - unbranded shoe

i just had no time to ask help for somebody to catch me a picture what i wore, so i did took it with my phone camera. sorry for the low quality of that pictures ;(

hello and goodbye :)

2010-02-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

There was so long long time ago since my last post. I love to write on this blog, maybe I used to, but now I have and I should to take a breath, because I'll have some examinations.

I am a third grade on senior high school, and I think (as a bad and naughty senior) I have to build my mind to keep up and stand though for national examinations :)

But, since I had bought my own white Bold Blackberry, I couldn't concentrated for doing anything. I'm always so in love and stuck with my Blackberry, and I'm not doing anything! I'm always browsing and chatting with friends, and that's so wasting time :( although the national examination is just 30days again left, it seems that I don't care of it at all, and STILL being a couple with my Blackberry. It looks like that I'm so pity, silly, fully, addicted with a thing called BLackberry :(

I have soo many many pictures and photos to share with all of you guys, but it'll take so much time. So I promised that I'll post some pictures that I could :)

This is my last post on this February. I am so busy and wish me luck on every single day! (You too :))

So people, thank God and keep smiling! :)

80's nowadays

2009-12-30T11:32:00.001+08:00

Garage's blazer--Fashionelle dress--Lea skinny jeans--assorted bangles--Wondershoe flat

vintage ♥ me

2009-12-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

LM for HW cardigan, unbranded vintage dress, Lea black skinny jeans, assorted bangles, SWATCH pink candy watch, Gucci handbag (my mamma's), unbranded yellow shoe.

Wanna Make an Album. That's true !

2009-11-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

i love shopping. but also love rappin. but in my opinion, STOP buying any and gettin more money. i think thats enough to spent toooo much money. :'(

but i just received two packages from online stores.

leather jacket and studded bodycon dress.

*run fast*

i just said that i wanna making some money ! but besides, I LOVE LOVE FASHION AND SHOPPING. guys. dont hate me.

2012. antara kontroversi dan provitisasi?

2009-11-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

tidak habis pikir.

seperti kita tahu 2012 begitu meledak diseluruh pasaran dunia. jutaan orang rela mengantri panjang di bioskop-bioskop agar bisa menonton film kontroversial ini. yang heran adalah :
MUI melarang peredaran film 2012.

jujur gwn udah nonton film itu. tidak ada sesuatu yang spesial selain efek sana-sini yang terkesan 'begitu boros'. MUI beralasan film ini dapat merusak moral umat muslim sehingga berniat untuk menarik film tersebut. gwn rasa alasan itu tidak kuat. tidak beralasan. bisa saja MUI hanya kasak-kusuk karena judul film tersebut disesuakan dengan 'ramalan kaum Maya' yang menyatakan bahwa kiamat terjadi pada tahun 2012.

tahun 1999 juga sempat disebut-sebut sebagai hari kiamat. namun jika ALLAH belum menghendaki, maka itu belum terjadi.

maka kini klarifikasi menurut pandangan saya:

1. film 2012 memang berjudul seakan-akan bercerita tentang kiamat. namun nyatanya, disitu diceritakan bahwa yang terjadi adalah bencana alam dahsyat. bukan berupa kiamat.

2. MUI terlalu terburu-buru mengambil sikap. film 2012 bisa jadi memberikan pandangan sekian persen dari kengerian kiamat. maka dengan begini, umat mampu memperbaiki sikap dikemudian harinya.

3. dan semakin MUI melarang, maka penonton 2012 akan semakin membludak.

dan pertanyaan saya :

kenapa MUI sibuk menarik dan mengecam film 2012? sedangkan mengapa film-film porno bertajuk horor saja tidak 'diamankan' MUI?

bukankah sudah sering kita mendengar pernyataan 'kiamat sebentar lagi?'

kiamat bukanlah RAHASIA. kita mengetahuinya. karena itulah gunanya 'beramal dan beribadah'.

jejaring internet, hobi sekaligus uang.

2009-11-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

as we know that internet sudah seakan kebutuhan manusia jaman ini. kemanapun orang bisa ngenet. mulai dari HP, BB, iPhone, ataupun Netbook. teknologi pun semakin berkembang. seperti halnya ketika dulu orang harus menjajakan barang dagangannya kesana-kemari, sekarang hanya meng-upload gambarnya di FaceBook, Multiply, ataupun sejenisnya, pembeli pun berdatangan satu demi satu. dan internet pun mendatangkan profit :)

sebuah senyum besar, apalagi untuk Advertisement company, mereka memanfaatkan beberapa situs dan blog untuk memasang iklan mereka. cukup menguntungkan Advertiser dan Publisher. sama-sama senang, sama-sama untung. tapi ketika untung itu mendadak berubah menjadi petaka, bagaimanakah?

dunia maya amat rentan dengan tindakan kejahatan orang iseng. mereka datang dengan trik bermacam-macam untuk menipu para user. mulai dari membuat Online Shop gadungan, hingga meng-hack beberapa nomor kartu kredit agar bisa dibobol. sungguh mengerikan dan menyebalkan bukan?

selama ini saya tidak pernah ditipu online shop. dan tidak akan pernah. ahahah (percaya diri sekali) namun itulah, saya belajar beberapa hal dari pengalaman. berikut tips buat pemula yang ingin berbelanja Online :))

1. Lihat Foto Produk yang Dijual baik-baik.
    mungkin terkesan aneh. tapi justru ini hal pertama yang membuat kita yakin akan kejujuran sebuah online shop. karena, jika dia benar-benar memiliki barang tersebut, maka dia tidak merasa perlu meng-grab sebuah foto produk yang sama dari Google dan sejenisnya. ngerti kan maksudnya? foto Google memang lebih menarik dan apik, namun malah ini yang membuat kita patut untuk curiga.

2. Lihat Feedback para Buyersnya.
     ini penting sekali. mengingat disini sering terjadi komplain para buyers atau malah pujian dari para buyers. ketika banyak komplain kita baca, kita patut untuk merasa curiga.

3. Lihat detail barang yang ditawarkan.
    harga, detail ukuran, merk, dsb, kita harus teliti dan cermat kala membeli online karena kita akan sulit untuk mengembalikan kembali produk yang sudah terlanjur sampai ditangan kita. jika kita ingin membeli baju, yang terpenting biasanya lingkar dada, lingkar lengan, lingkar pinggang/pinggul, dan panjang baju yang diinginkan. belilah meteran baju untuk memudahkan kita mengukur ukuran tubuh kita agar baju yang kita beli tidak salah ukuran.
   begitu pun juga dengan sepatu. sepatu adalah masalah kenyamanan. saya sudah beberapa kali membeli sepatu di internet, dan sejauh ini tidak ada masalah sama sekali. yang terpenting BUKAN SIZE SEPATU YANG BIASA KITA BELI DI TOKO, namun ukurlah panjang kaki mulai dari tumit hingga jempol/telunjuk kaki. jika ragu, tambahkan 0,5cm-1cm pada ukuran kaki. lalu tanya pada si pembuat sepatu. seperti saya, ukuran sepatu biasa 40, panjang kaki saya 26,5cm. kadang ada toko online yang menerapkan ukuran saya untuk 41, bahkan 43. sayang sekali jika sepatu lucu itu tidak dapat dipakai karena tidak muat/tidak nyaman :))

4. Jangan Posting nomor rekening kita pada internet
   hal ini bisa menimbulkan rasa iseng pada pihak-pihak yang tidak bertanggung jawab. lebih baik lewat messages, SMS, YM atau BBM.

kirakira nya itu saja dulu, kalau nanti ada perkembangan, saya bakal update lagi.

happy shopping dear :)

teroris dan KITA.

2009-11-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

seperti yang telah kita ketahui sebelumnya. tragedi bom-bom yang terjadi di Indonesia membuat kita kurang-lebihnya "waspada" dan bertindak antisipatif pada teroris. waktu Indonesia untuk pertama kalinya dikejutkan oleh peledakan di dua pub besar di Bali membuat kita semua tercengang. itu peristiwa besar, membuat pariwisata dan devisa negara akan kedatangan turis anjlok drastis. banyak pertokoan gulung tikar karena tak adanya pembeli yang biasanya turis-turis asing.

lalu mendadak pengamanan di seluruh Indonesia diperketat, disana-sini pemeriksaan isi tas dan mobil. (bahkan tas jalan remaja yang kecilnya minta ampun turut di periksa--padahal rasanya amat mustahil membawa bom sekecil itu. kecuali untuk mengagetkan orang saja, layaknya petasan) seiring berjalannya waktu, pengamanan semakin melonggar, sehingga kita kembali dikejutkan dengan bom JW Marriott Jakarta. setelah itu pengamanan JW Marriott amat ketatnya sehingga rasanya amat mustahil membawa bom utuh kedalam hotel. meski di lokasi lain pengamanan mulai merenggang, JW Marriott nampaknya trauma dan pengamanan pun--setahu saya yang pernah menginap juga disana--selalu makin diperketat.

rasanya mustahil membawa bom utuh kedalam hotel. namun ternyata teroris lebih pintar kali ini. malahan mereka merakit bom tersebut didalam kamar hotel! tidak curigakah cleaning service yang membersihkan kamar yang mereka tinggali? Indonesia tambah terkejut dengan turut menjadi korbannya pula pemimpin utama PT. Holcim, WNA Selandia Baru.

keamanan pun dimana-mana mulai diadakan kembali. sana-sini security membawa tongkat GARRET (alat deteksi logam berat) kemana-mana. tapi seiring dengan waktu, pengamanan kembali melonggar. meja pemeriksaan seakan hanya pajangan. security hanya celingukan seakan tidak ada kerjaan lain selain berdiri didepan meja pemeriksaan yang biasanya ada di tiap-tiap pintu masuk pusat perbelanjaan/perkantoran.

Beginikah sikap kita terhadap suatu tragedi?

Benarkah perilaku kita menghadapi keamanan bangsa yang semakin melemah?

kenapa orang Indonesia kebanyakan GAGAL

2009-11-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

terinspirasi ketika aku lagi berbelanja.

CASE 1.
waktu itu aku coba-coba tanya-tanya di sebuah Optik soal soft lensku yang emang agak nyeri dipakai (mungkin karena salah cairannya) tapi aku iseng-iseng nanya. waktu itu aku PAKE SERAGAM SEKOLAH. waktu itu mba-nya orang pribumi.

Aku          : "mba mau tanya dong boleh ngga?"
Mba-nya : "ya tanya apa?" (tanyanya sambil smsan--entah, ngetik-ngetik hp)
Aku          : "aku pasang softlens, tapi kok perih-perih gitu ya, sudah aku coba steam tapi kok masih nyeri"
Mba-nya   : "mba-nya abis makan sambel kali trus lupa sambil masang soflen" (masih asik SMSan)

sebodoh-bodohnya anak SMA, dia ngga mungkin nyocol sambel ke soflen terus dipasang ke mata. BISA BUTA!

CASE 2.
waktu itu lagi-lagi aku PAKE SERAGAM SEKOLAH. aku pesen Mi Ayam di gerai ES TELER ** di salah satu pusat perbelanjaan di Balikpapan. kasirnya pribumi. lama aku nunggu. aku masih sabar.
masih lama. aku sabar lagi.

belum dateng juga. masiiiiihh sabar. meski nyokap udah ngedesak buat nanya langsung ke mba-nya mana mi ayamnya.

akhirnya kesabaranku meledak pas ibu-ibu yang baru aja dateng dan mesan, langsung dikasih mi ayam. kemana mi ayamku??!!

akhirnya aku tanya ke mba-nya

Aku       : "mi ayamku mana mba?"
Mbanya : "Ohh, belum ya?" (cengar-cengir trus neriakin temennya) "mi ayamnya satu lagi!"

sekali lagi, setololnya orang waras, dia ngga bakal minta lagi kalo sudah dikasih apa yang sudah jadi HAKnya.

CASE 3.
toko perlengkapan tubuh. branded internasional. The B**y Sh*p cab. Balikpapan Plaza. lagi lagi aku pake seragam. setelah ku datang, ada 2 bule perancis. bule itu asik ngomong-ngomong perancis dan SPGnya sibuk ngelayani dan memperhatikan mereka. aku dicuekin. bule itu lantas pergi tanpa beli apa-apa. sedangkan aku dengan dongkol ke meja kasir yang kosong dan akhirnya teriak:

Aku   : "mba, MAU BAYAR."

sedangkan ditempat yang sama dihari dan jam yang berbeda, dengan aku dandan rapi, mereka sok-sok melayaniku dengan baik dan ramah. padahal aku ngga beli apa-apa.

BERBEDA dengan ibu keturunan Chinesse tempat aku langganan bahan untuk daganganku. terserah saat aku pakai seragam maupun tidak, dia tetap ramah.

INILAH ALASAN KENAPA INDONESIA SELALU DIJAJAH. karena kita selalu berprinsip pada penglihatan yang "SUKSES TERUS". tidak berani ambil resiko dan pengalaman jika ada kesempatan dan peluang.

KITA TIDAK BERMENTAL SURVIVE dengan KEADAAN. pedagang dapat dikatakan survive dalam menghadapi berbagai macam tantangan. dan mental kita hanya di didik untuk kerja kantoran dan ongkang-ongkang kaki lantas dapat duit banyak. tapi kenyataannya TIDAK.

KITA TIDAK PERNAH MAMPU SUKSES BER-WIRAUSAHA jika tidak berani mengambil resiko apapun. mengambil jalan aman? tunggu saja sampai dapat kursi di CPNS. UNTUK APA MENJADI KARYAWAN JIKA MAMPU MENJADI DIREKTURNYA?

kita PEMALAS. bangsa LEMAH. HANYA MENGHARGAI PIHAK ASING tanpa MENGHARGAI BANGSA SENDIRI.

KITA MAMPU, NAMUN TIDAK MAU.

the end of examinations! yay!

2009-11-09T14:04:00.001+08:00

the pictures been taken when i'm still on examinations. haha. see the first pic? that's i sell on my FaceBook and to all of my friends. haha. VISIT MY ONLINE SHOP HERE. :pp

and the second pic describes corruption case happens in Indonesia. all is just about money, money and moneys. =,=

the third describes when i'll having a Biology Examination, and i choose to browsing Facebook Mobile rather than studying. and you know what, i had a bad score of it! hueee~~

fourth is my table. very full of accessories. heheh. i dare you to tidy it up! so i gotta angry to you. huaha. just kidding.

and the end pic is my lovely Mac. my friend, my boyfriend, my husband. always accompany me whatever i am. *haha of course lah, he is my Mac! just a thing.

this day is the last day of examination and i've already checked my Physic score is about 83,33. eww!! so amazing!!!

happy happily eva afta. ;))

mommie bought me a couple of cupcake!

2009-11-08T07:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday for the first time, i've tried J.Cool (frozen yoghurt from J.Co) and it wasn't taste so bad. heyeeh, like an ussual froyo. but J.Cool is cheaper than other froyo. i bought a single cup and just spent IDR 15,000. but i still love Red Mango and Sour Sally. i just fall in love with them and their toppings just like kiwis and mochis. erwwrr. i gotta turning back to Jakarta and buy some !

Mommie bought me two cupcake *kisses* eww it so so yum. i scared to broke the icing above the cupcake so i just did eaten it from under to top! hahaha. well, i keep the sugar icing and doing nothin of it. what a fool ! LOL.

people tellin me that i have two great new songs, that i cant handle to smile and smile. but okay, i didnt mixing it well. but yeah, i am soo happy that they're like my songs!

so yummie yummie day. get back sunday!

download lagu-lagu baru gwenella POROS :)

2009-11-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

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hanya tinggal KLIK :)
tolong FEEDBACKNYA juga yaa :)

kalo kamu punya account soundclick bisa di download juga lewat sinii..

www.soundclick.com/gwenella

thankieees!

dissapointed.

2009-11-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

think when all that you want or need arent grow up like you hope. when you dig from under to plant some seeds hoping theyre grow up until fruits, but maybe between 5 seeds just come 2 or 3 fruits, either. so all things going to be beautiful when the time always right on that place.

uff. tomorro is UTS day. examinations. uff. must be stronga!

whats wrong with today?

2009-10-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

i felt so angry and angry. but i dont know why. i tried to smile but i couldnt. tears always coming out on the corner of my eyes. especially when i had examinations in school. i tought i have learned it all. but i was wrong. i didnt do it my best. i felt soo angry. again, i dont know why i should angry. i just did electro, biology, and chemistry examinations today. but i think, i've got remidial for all of it. because when i received the question papers, i got to blank and i was so nervous then i forgot all of part which i've already studied las night. i am so sad that i couldnt do my best. :'((

secondally, time was 6 on the evening, i felt really badly cough that i couldnt hold my self to taking any medicines. so i had an Actifed then i had slept. suddenly mommy and clock was ringing and shouting. oh my God, it's time to go to piano course. then i prepared all of things to go, and went to course by bike.

the fool thing was i am forgot to checking my bicycle's tyres. i felt so hard to swing the pedals. it was so tiring. but when i had arrived to my course, it was closed. i forgot that today is fifth week which the time to course-holiday. i was soo sadly swing again my bicycle's pedals to got back home.

what's wrong with today..

the tears couldnt stop falling. i feel something wrong. but i dont know what and why.

on this sunny day.

2009-10-28T16:28:00.001+08:00

sun shine brightly and hotty today. :( so i grab a Nestle Milo because i felt so exhausted. ohh, i hate this day. because i have to study hard for Biology and Chemistry exam tomorrow! :(

it's so long long time..

2009-10-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

it's had been a very long long time that i didnt write what i thought and what i felt on this blog. but i miss this blog. place that every little piece of my life was written. so, i gotta telling you why i am soo busy.

as you know that third grade in senior high school is a big time to choose your future. jangan sampe salah menentukan masa depan kamu karena hanya sebatas embel-embel 'kerennya' universitas A atau B atau C, atau malah memilih langsung kerja supaya terlihat cepat mandiri (atau malah ada yang sekalian nikah? :p) tapi kadang malah itu yang membuat masa depan salah jalan. entah pas dipertengahannya merasa menyesal karena hanya sekedar ikut-ikut, dsb. jujur gwn ngga mau. gwn wanna make mommy and daddy proud of gwn..

tapi kenapa yah, tiap kali adaa aja yang ngebuat gwn harus sedih karena orang tua yang kian lama kian menuntut diluar kemampuan gwn.

-- gwn with akabri marjudin saputra--

waktu itu ada sosialisasi akabri di sekolah gwn. katanya temen-temen sih kak Marjudin ini cakep. (ketimbang yang laen kali ya :p) hahaha. jadinya foto deh .

Hari Wajib Batik

2009-10-02T10:17:00.000+08:00

hari ini tepat tanggal 2 oktober 2009. tepat kebanggaan bangsa Indonesia, dimana Unesco mengesahkan Batik sebagai Heritage Indonesia. bangga ngga sih dengan ini semua? jelas donk.. harus. lagian semua instansi, baik sekolah maupun perkantoran wajib menggunakan batik pada hari Jumat. kebetulan atau bagaimanakah?

huge (monster) baby was born!!

2009-09-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

he was born in Sumatera Utara.

he has 8,8 kgs weight and 67 cms length ! how hugee!

(by the way, see the baby beside him? maybe he/she was confused "WHO IS THIS ?? WHAT THE HELL SH*T IS THIS??!!" hahhaa so because he/she was afraid of this monster, he/she just starred at him. maybe a big question is on our thought, "d*mn, what meals that his mum got? and how big was his mum's belly???"

oh, Gee. i am so afraid.

walkeat. walk and eat

2009-09-24T14:06:00.001+08:00

there're a lot things that i couldnt forget if i went to Jakarta!

Bakmi GM ! yum !

find Bakmi GM at Sarinah or MKG 3. but in this case, i went to Bakmi GM MKG 3.

i bought in large cup fro-yo with three toppings (mochi ! milo and chocolate)

find Heavenly Blush at MKG 3 in front of Gaudi.

Tom Yum Mee so spicy and hot !

find it in Urban Kitchen Senayan City

desert? Sour Sally Green Tea fro-yo kiwi as my answer!

find Sour Sally at Lower Ground Senayan City, nearby J.co

with my car, go to nearby Bogor or Bandung to get some...
(Look ! My childhood name on it !)

MOCHI !!

love love looove !

leaving on the jetplane

2009-09-23T16:14:00.000+08:00

hari ini hari terakhir aku di Jakarta. sedih juga sih. but someday aku juga pasti kesini lagi. heheheh. aku bener-bener kangen sama almarhumah nenekku. apalagi kemaren di radio diputerin lagu

slamat jalan kekasiiihhh
akuu massiihh menyayangimuu
akuu kehilanganmu untuk slamalamanyaa

serius.. itu lagunya nenekku banget, dan aku ngerasain kangen berlebihan ama nenekku. aku selalu inget gimana kebiasaannya beliau, kesukaannya beliau, pokoknya semuanya. cuma satu yang bisa aku ucapin, kalo nenekku nggak akan pernah ada yang ngegantiin..

akhirnya sempet juga aku ke Grand Indonesia. dan dengan riang gembira aku dapetin casing iPod classic. yang silicone pula. yang warna pink pula. WAH rasanya pengen teriak-teriak loncat-loncat bahagia.

(meski uang THRku sudah benar-benar ludes ngga bersisa) tapi ginilah aku, malah ngga bisa tidur kalo ngga belanja.

pas aku ngetik ini aku lagi dibandara. kebeneran ada kompi ngaggur, pake aja. hahahah XD

curvylicious

2009-09-23T08:46:00.000+08:00

consider to wearing something like this with hijab :)

Happy Aidil Fitri 1430 H !!

2009-09-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

semoga amal ibadah kita selama bulan Ramadhan diterima ALLAH SWT dan memberikan berkah Idul Fitri kita semua agar dapat merindukan Ramadhan tahun depan ;D amiiinn

Recipe : Chocolate-Cream Inside Cupcakes

2009-09-19T05:53:00.001+08:00

Chocolate-Cream Inside Cupcakes

Cupcake Ingredients
1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour, sifted
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1 Pinch salt
1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder, sifted
6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) unsalted butter at room temperature
1 cup plus 2 tablespoons granulated sugar
2 eggs
1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1 cup buttermilk

Filling Ingredients:
1/2 cup heavy whipping cream
2 tablespoons confectioners' sugar
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract

Icing Ingredients
4 ounces semi-sweet chocolate, chopped
1/4 cup water
3 tablespoons granulated sugar
1 tablespoon cold unsalted butter

Cupcake Instructions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
Line a 12-cup muffin tin with cupcake liners. In a medium mixing bowl, re-sift the flour with the
baking soda, salt, and cocoa powder and set aside.

In a large mixing bowl, cream the butter and sugar until they're light and creamy. Add the
eggs, one at a time, beating well after each one. Add the vanilla. Then, with a wooden spoon,
beat in half the buttermilk and half the flour and cocoa mixture, stirring well to combine. Add
the remaining buttermilk, and remaining flour mixture and beat until thoroughly mixed. Pour
the batter into the muffin tins (about 1/4 cup of batter per tin). Use an ice cream scoop to add
the batter.

Bake for 25 to 30 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted in the middle of a cupcake comes out
clean. Cool the cupcakes on a cake rack. When completely cool, remove the cupcakes from
their paper liners.

Filling Instructions:
In a chilled bowl, whip the heavy cream with the sugar and vanilla until the mixture is stiff.
With a small knife, cut out a small cone shape from the bottom of each cupcake and reserve
them for later. With a knife or small spoon, remove about a teaspoon full of cake from inside
each cupcake to create a hole.

Fill a pastry bag fitted with a 1/4 -inch round tip with the whipped cream, and pipe it into the
hollow (if you don't have a pastry bag, cut the corner out of a plastic baggy). Plug the bottom
of the filled cupcakes with the reserved cake cones and set the cupcakes, on a baking sheet
and refrigerate.

Icing Instructions:
In a small saucepan, combine the chocolate, water, and sugar and bring to a boil. When the
ingredients are at a boil, lower the heat and simmer very gently, stirring occasionally, for 5
minutes. Transfer the icing bowl, whisk in the butter, and cool until the icing has set up.
Remove the cupcakes from the fridge, then pour the icing on each cupcake. With a rubber
spatula, spread the icing out to the edges and refrigerate until ready to eat. Serve the
cupcakes on individual plates.

Recipe : Basic Cupcake

2009-09-19T05:51:00.000+08:00

Basic Cupcakes

Bahan
150 gr margarin (boleh juga pakai butter )
150 gr gula kastor (berhubung gak ada jadi gula pasir aku blender)
175 gr terigu (tadi pake kunci biru, kemarin pake segitiga biru)
1 sdt BP (baking powder)
3 butir telur
1 sdt essens vanili

Cara membuat :
Panaskan oven, siapkan cetakan muffin isi 12, beri kertas cup.
Masukkan semua bahan itu ke dalam kom mikser
Kocok dengan kecepatan sedang (speed 6 di KA) selama 5 menit (aslinya sih 2 menit tp karena aku gak yakin jadi aku tambahin waktu ngocoknya).
Setelah itu masukkan ke cetakan muffin yg sudah diberi kertas cup. Adonan ini kental sekali jadi untuk menuangkan ke paper cup pakai sendok aja.
Panggang dengan suhu 180 derajat selama 18-20 menit.

Hasilnya : 12 buah cup cake

today is

2009-09-19T01:26:00.001+08:00

Lots Love!

simply awesome!

love the tutu's

freaky i cant handle it.

awards

2009-09-18T16:06:00.001+08:00

yang saling bermaaffan :
1. Riski 6. Rival Aditya 11. Mas Doyok
2. Aryo Halim 7. Thebengbeng 12. Yomaeka
3. Yesa 8. Donny 13. Ismi
4. Iptek-Online 9. BocilBeginner 13. Njowotenan
5. Ihsan Mufthi 10. Setiyo 14.GWENELLA
dan seterusnya ...

Cara penggunaannya:
1. cara penggunanannya cukup simpel yang perlu teman-teman lakukan setelah menerima Award ini adalah akan lebih baik lagi jika tidak ada hapus menghapus biarkan nama-nama tersebut di atas atau yang telah tertulis sebelumnya tetap ada.
2. apabila sudah mencapai 5 nama maka ke 5 nama tersebut tidak usah di masukan link URL nya biarkan namanya saja tidak perlu di hapus (bagi penerima ke 6.
3. dan pada nama ke 6 sampai ke 10 masukan Link URL nya. dan begitu juga seterusnya. cukup 10 NAMA BLOGGER saja yang ada Link URL nya (Bagi penerima ke 11).
4.setiap penerima harus memasukan nama dan link urlnya.

terimakasih semoga Award ini dapat di terima oleh blogger sekalian dan tentunya award ini hanya lah sebagai media silaturahmi dan apabila ada kelebihannya ya alhamdullilah. tolong gunakan Award ini dengan jujur demi kebersamaan.. SELAMAT MENANTI IDUL FITRI BERSAMA KELUARGA MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN.

Definisi SELINGKUH

2009-09-18T04:58:00.001+08:00

apa ya, definisi "selingkuh" dalam taraf pacaran? padahal kan seperti kita tau, pacaran itu sesuatu yang belum mengikat secara pasti.. jadi kenapa bisa dikatakan sebagai "selingkuh"? apa karena mengkhianati pasangan masing-masing dengan pihak lain?

jujur sih dulu aku pernah selingkuh. tapi rasanya ngga enak banget. pulsa cepet habis, banyak bohongnya pula. iiihh ngga penting. pokoknya selingkuh emang enak sampulnya doang, tapi isinya ngga enak! inilah itulah. belom lagi rasa bersalah ama pacar yang sebenernya.

sahabat aku cewenya selingkuh. bayangin aja, di FaceBooknya foto berdua cewenya bareng cowo lain. maksudnya apaan juga. apalagi mengingat-ingat masalah-masalah yang terjadi diantara mereka. cewenya bukan sekedar manas-manasin doang ! tapi emang sengaja !

tapi jadi inget cerita sahabatku itu... temennya pernah ngasih tau, kalau dia setia banget sama ceweknya (pede banget yah?) dia pernah nganterin cewenya langsung ke rumah cowo selingkuhannya. can you imagine? pasti rasa didalem hatinya sakiiitt banget. tapi dia nggak ngungkapin. pasti saking sayangnya dia sama cewenya, dia cuman bisa bilang : "Ngga papa kok..."

yeah, jodoh emang ditangan Tuhan,tapiii bukan berarti kita cuma pasrah tanpa usaha pula mencari yang terbaik kan?

intinya, kenapa sih kamu ngerasa perlu untuk selingkuh? kalau memang pasangan kamu itu tidak lebih baik dari selingkuhan kamu, kenapa ngga kamu putus dulu ama pacar kamu, terus pacaran lagi sama cowo lain itu? lagipula, dibalik ke-tidak sempurnaan cowok kamu, dia masih punya satu hal yang mungkin ngga dipunyain sama selingkuhan kamu.

yaitu : cinta

Pulang Kota

2009-09-17T01:54:00.002+08:00

dibilang Pulang Kampung rasanya engga. soalnya kampung identik dengan pedesaan asri yang ngga ada polusinya. ada kakek nenek dan keluarga besar, pagi-pagi ayam berkokok, dan mandi mesti nyebur kali atau nimba air di sumur. tapi kali ini gwn pulangnya ke Jakarta. apakah identik dengan pedesaan? of course not ! hahha.

banyak banget kiriman paket yang dateng kerumah kakekku. (apalagi kalo bukan ulahku yang ngirimin paket belanjaan online-shopping sembarangan ke alamat rumah kakek di Jakarta. soalnya ongkos kirimnya lebih murah dibanding ongkos kirim ke Balikpapan !) banyak banget deh, ada dresses, blazers, bangles, belts, bracelets, sooo many ! and the number one item issssss... Kaos Rumah Blogger ku udah jadiii !! yippee !! thankkiieess for ghagha. :D

apalagi ditambah hadiah dari kakek berupa iPod classic 120GB. yay!! loooveee itt !! (norak banget yah.) hahaha secaraa gwn bukan orkay yang bisa beli iPod seenak jidat. hihihi.

rencana besok gwn mau ice skating ah!! hohohoho..

Happy Ramadhan !!

siapa engga suka shopping?

2009-09-14T12:21:00.001+08:00

mungkin ini soal selera-nggak selera. tapi aku yakin banget, kalo kita udah comfort ama suasana toko/website (jika shop secara online) sampe kenal baik ama yang punya butik atau toko, aku yakin banget paling nggak ada rasa pengen beli ini-itu.

kalau ngaku nggak suka shopping, pasti sebenernya karena dia belum tau gimana rasa serunya hunting baju-baju, menyortir hingga harga yang paling murah, dsb. dan yang paling utama, dia belum tau fashion yang cocok sama dia. jadi dia lebih memilih untuk biasa saja-apa adanya. kalau bisa, tidak menarik perhatian dengan menggunakan fashion 'yang nggak biasa'. oh, come on, kamu belum mengekspresikan siapa diri kamu sebenarnya ! kamu cuma bermain aman !

aku yakin banget, kalau diri kita udah comfort dengan keadaan dan suasana, pasti nggak mau lepas dari hal itu. sama halnya dengan shopping. kalau kita comfort beli jeans, pasti kita rasanya mau melengkapi koleksi mulai dari basic jeans, shredded jeans, sampai mungkin ke acid wash jeans. bagi yang suka dress vintage, pasti nyari yang model standar, flowery, ampe yang pake padding untuk menegaskan bentuk bahu. jujur bisa dikatakan, semua hal itu SERU!

shopping menjelaskan siapa diri kamu sebenarnya.

yang suka hemat pasti nawarnya ampe habis-habisan.
yang suka uptodate pasti buru-buru nyari ke bagian "New" di butik.
yang suka vintage pasti ke pasar senen atau browsing.
yang suka barang luar negeri biasanya ampe nekat mesen lewat Ebay.

dan intinya shopping itu menyenangkan. buktinya temen gwn yang cowo, tadinya nggak begitu merhatiin penampilan. tapi sekarang malah sebaliknya. dia malah suka asyik sendiri milih-mlih baju di TopMan atau Zara. itu tandanya, dia udah tau gimana rasanya kalau sudah nyaman sama sesuatu :D

kalau aku sih udah lebih dari itu. udah parah. dan aku berharap nggak pegang credit card. karena bisa bahaya. hahaha.

dompet hilang dan sedekah.

2009-09-13T18:00:00.001+08:00

bener nggak sih, kalau dompet hilang atau benda-benda yang tibatiba saja "raib" dari pandangan kita karena ulah usil si bocah botak yang akrab kita panggil "Yul" a.k.a toeyoel itu? emang sih rasanya nggak masuk akal, wong sebenernya itu barang ada dihadapan kita namun kita sama sekali "ngga ngeliat" adanya barang itu.

beberapa orang termasuk gwn mengilhami. pasti ada yang "kurang" kalo lagi kejadiannya kayak gitu. entah kurang sedekah, kurang istigfar, kurang berserah diri, dsb.

jadi apa jika ada pencopet atau penodong minta dompet kita, kita mesti istigfar, atau kabur atau teriak atau gimana?

apalagi bentar lagi kita mau idul fitri. banyak-banyaklah bersedekah. (termasuk bersedekah sama pencopet?)

batikindo

2009-09-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

setelah lama nggak mainan Looklet, akhirnyaaa :p

Migrains and Cupcakes

2009-09-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

akhir-akhir ini kepala gwn senat senut nya nanggung. kanan ya kanan aja, kiri ya kiri aja, bete kan ! (lhaa apaan sih) but yaaayy ! sekarang gwn udah ganti nama blog jadi sweet little cupcakes. gimanna?? hohohoho.. karena apa? karena gwn sukaaa banget sama muffin & cupcake. nanti bakalan gwn pasang tempat recipe khusus cupcakes, muffins, (and might be brownies too !) ahahhahha..

On This Chillin Night...

2009-09-12T02:53:00.000+08:00

EMINEM - STAN

[Dido]

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin' why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it would all be great

To put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin' why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it would all be great

To put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Dear Slim,

I wrote you but you still ain't callin'

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in Autumn

You must not have got 'em

There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'

Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your daughter?

My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father

If I have a daughter, guess what I'mma call her?

I'mma name her Bonnie

I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man

I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat

Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat

Truly yours, your biggest fan

This is Stan

[Dido]

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin' why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it would all be great

To put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Dear Slim,

You still ain't called or wrote

I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans

If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert

You didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew

That's my little brother man, he's only six years old

We waited in the blistering cold for you

For four hours and ya just said no

That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fucking idol

He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein' lied to

Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write you

You would write back

See, I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither

He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs

So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on

Cause I don't really got shit else

So that shit helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7

But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does

She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up

You've gotta call me man

I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours,

Stan

P.S. We should be together too

[Dido]

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin' why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it would all be great

To put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Dear Mr. 'I'm too good to call or write my fans'

This'll be the last package I ever send your ass

It's been six months and still no word

I don't deserve it?

I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect.

So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it

I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway

Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya dare me to drive?"

You know that song by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"?

About that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning?

But didn't?

Then Phil saw it all then at his show he found him?

That's kinda how this is

You could have rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late

I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy

And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

I hope you know I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall

I love you Slim, we could have been together

Think about it

You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it

And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it

I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me

See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm try-na talk

Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk

But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you

'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now

Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

[Dido]

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin' why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at all

And even if I could, it would all be great

To put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Dear Stan,

I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy

You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?

Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that

And here's an autograph for your brother

I wrote it on a Starter cap

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you

Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you

But what's the shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?

I say that shit just clownin' dawg, come on, how fucked up is you?

You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'

To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some

And what's this shit about us meant to be together?

That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other.

I really think you and your girlfriend need each other

Or maybe you just need to treat her better

I hope you get to read this letter

I just hope it reaches you in time

Before you hurt yourself

I think that you'd be doin' just fine

If you'd relax a little

I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan

Why are you so mad?

Try to understand that I do want you as a fan

I just don't want you to do some crazy shit

I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick

Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge

And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid

And in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who it was to

Come to think about it, his name was, it was you

Damn ...

Insomniac

2009-09-12T02:48:00.000+08:00

akhir-akhir ini rasanya mata mulai lelah ketika malam hari namun keinginan untuk tidur rasanya nihil. otot-otot mata mulai menegang dengan seiringnya kenaikan frekuensi menatap Mac kesayangan tiap hari. isi kepala mulai tertekan dan cepat migrain disana-sini. lingkar hitam dimata semakin tampak jelas tiap detail cekungannya. kantung mata semakin menebal selaras dengan menipisnya kantung didompet.

Oh Tuhanku, apa yang terjadi?

*jengjeengg*

no! tolong dong siapa yang bisa menyembuhkan penyakit insomnia ini...

kali ini benar-benar parah... badan rasanya masih segar bugar, namun mata dan kelopaknya terasa pedih dan letihhhh (lunglai lesu lemas tak berdaya--apaan sih) belum lagi migrain akibat tekanan yang dahsyat karena kurang tidur. oh Tuhan, tolong.

dan karena jarang tidur itulah, aku lebih suka lari ke Mac, mainan internet. browse ini-itu mencari ilmu. tapi parahnya, mengapa sekarang aku jadi lebih pelupa???

dan BELUM LAGI budaya shopping-online yang memperparah keadaan.

isi kepalaku dan isi buku tabunganku rasanya kritis...

Shoppaddict ?

2009-09-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

semenjak aku punya home internet, pengeluaranku bertambah besar jika dibandingkan pemasukkan. menahan diri sudah, ini sudah, itu sudah, tapi rasanya tetap SUSAH ! rasanya barang-barang di internet bikin aku nggak tahan buat garuk-garuk isi kocek. (mommy, help!)

karena aku ntar mau pulang kampung ka Jakarta, semua kirimanku aku alamatkan ke rumah keluarga besarku di Jakarta. fyi, ini daftar yang aku beli.

- 2 cincin vintage Drole Shop
- 2 dress vintage Garage Store (and 1 from Multiply)
- 1 kaos blogger Rumah Blogger
- 1 kaos Mango
- 2 blazer vintage Garage Store
- 1 belt vintage
- 2 sepatu Wondershoe

OH GEE. help me.

i can't imagine my face when i received them all in the same time !

syuuu..

Daddy, don't angry to me yaa. huhu.

Me on Future?

NO!

2009-09-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

firstable, aku mau ucapin bela sungkawa buat alm.Muhammad Raya, bayi kecil yang meninggal karena infeksi saluran pernafasan dipenampungan gempa Pengalengan, Bandung. He was just a lil boy... *sigh*

entah karena sudah dewasa atau belum dewasa, rasanya egoisme malah makin besar.

pertama, pengen masuk Esmod Jakarta, ambil Fashion Design lalu ngambil Fashion Business di Lasalle College Jakarta. tapi bokap nyokap tetep keukeuh nyuruh aku masuk FK. uhmm, okay.

kedua, mau take studio buat bahan featuring Rap sama Ebbony. OMG. i don't know any idea for it! sementara bokap nyokap pasti engga ngebolehin ke studionya Zia.

ketiga, buka butik online kecil-kecilan. VISIT HERE!!

dan ternyata, bagaimanakah sukses itu ?

ada beberapa poin :

pertama, kamu harus sabar ! sukses yang baik adalah sukses mulai dari titian awal pondasi. mungkin butuh waktu lama, tapi apa kamu mau sukses cepat tapi cepat juga jatuhnya? ngga kan !

kedua, kalau orang mengkritik, berarti dia perhatian ! kalau orang ada yang mengkritik kamu bla bla bla, ampe kadang bikin kamu sesak nafas pengen marah-marah, justru kamu harusnya bersyukur, dia memperhatikan kamu, kan ! jadi dia seenggaknya tau apa yang salah di dalam diri kamu.

ketiga, reference itu penting ! gimana mau sukses kalo nggak punya referensi banyak untuk memupuk diri menjadi lebih unggul ketimbang yang lain? oke, terdengar sok eksis, tapi serius. referensi bisa membuat kamu "LEBIH" ketimbang yang lain.

keempat, mendengar apa yang orang lain katakan. karena nggak ada salahnya juga kan menjadi menyenangkan dimata orang lain. dengan CATATAN = tidak merubah sifat asli kita. dengan begini otomatis temen dan relasi kamu tambah banyak karena kamu MENYENANGKAN.

kelima, overall things happened, STILL BE YOUR SELF. jangan mau di cap "FOLLOWER" karena nggak punya citra diri sendiri. buat orang mencontoh kebaikan kita, jangan keburukan kita. menebar kebaikan dapat pahala kan ! AMIN.

sekian dulu deh. :)

#2 googlings : nail art obsess VS PayPal ?

2009-08-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

jujur ya, akhir-akhir ini aku sering buka Youtube dan Googling buat menjelajah semua hal berbau "NAIL ART". dari apa itu yang namanya Nail Tips, Nail Form, Acryllic Nail Art, Japanesse Nail Art, sampe ke pernak-perniknya yang ini-yang itu...

menjelajah Ebay dan akhirnya menemukan BANYAK sekali macem-macem Rhinestones (semacem bling-bling buat nail art) dan Dangles (semacem gantungan kecil diujung kuku) juga Nail Mold (cetakan acryllic buat hiasan nail art) soo much fun karena harganya murah banget! *mupeng mode : ON.

sayang sekali nggak punya PayPal. jadi belanja lewat Ebay kayaknya masih jadi tanda tanya besar : GIMANA CARA BELANJA EBAY LEWAT PAYPAL?

okey. setelah googling mencari informasi dlsb, gini lah kira-kira membuat PayPal.

apa itu PayPal ?
PayPal adalah suatu alat virtual internet yang mempermudah setiap proses jual beli ataupun pengiriman uang baik skala nasional maupun internasional. kelebihannya adalah PayPal meminimalisir setiap kejahatan internet. jadi, sifatnya dapat recover balance. misalnya, kamu beli sesuatu di Ebay, tapi ternyata si penjual nggak kunjung ngirimin barangnya. nah, credit balance kamu bakalan balik dengan selamat ke rekening PayPal mu lagi. (kira-kira gitu lah).

eh, mau dong bikin. tapi gimana cara ngebuatnya ?
pertama, kamu harus daftar di www.PayPal.com dengan cara sign up. tapi disini kamu dikhususkan HARUS mempunyai kartu kredit. namun kamu bisa menggunakan VCC alias Virtual Credit Card (VCC disini berguna untuk mengaktifkan account PayPal kamu dengan status *VERIFIED*) atau Ebay Virtual Credit Card. bedanya konsep virtual dengan yang bukan virtual adalah, dalam virtual card, kamu hanya mendapatkan arsip-arsip credit cardnya saja, tapi keuntungannya, jelas LEBIH MUDAH CEPAT dan MURAH. dan kamu dapat membeli Balance Virtual Credit Card melalui internet (dengan penyedia jasa Balance yang terpercaya tentunyaa. :D )

eh bingung ya. bedanya Virtual Credit Card sama Ebay Virtual Credit Card apa ?
jadi gini, kalo Virtual Csredit Card tuh jenisnya bisa semacam Visa Electron a.k.a kayak kartu kredit yang sering disimpen mama-papa kamu didompet mereka ;p tapi bedanya kalo yang jenis virtual, ya kamu cuma bisa dapet data-datanya aja. tapi untungnya, pengurusannya enggak ribet, cepat, dan yang utama MURAH ! nah kalo Ebay Virtual Credit Card tuh cuma bisa kamu pake buat belanja-belanja di Ebay.com

mmm, terus hubungan VCC ama PayPal apa ? dan apa sih balance ?
VCC berguna untuk mengaktifkan (mem-verified) status PayPal kamu. jadi account kamu diterima server untuk bisa melakukan pembayaran ini-itu dan sebagainya.
balance itu seperti pulsa handphone. kalo balance credit card kamu habis, kamu harus beli lagi di penyedia jasa balance VCC. gunanya seperti LIMIT kredit biasa.

kalo aku nggak punya kartu kredit gimana ? pake account bank biasa bisa ?
sekarang ini, PayPal hanya menerima account kartu tabungan Bank Niaga. namun kalau kartu kamu ada logo Visa Electron, kurang-lebih bisa untuk verifikasi status PayPal kamu.

wah kayaknya mudah ! aku mau dong daftar ! tapi aku nggak tau harus daftar dimana... punya referensi ?
kunjungin www.VCCmurah.com disitu kamu bisa dapetin VCC+verifikasi PayPal kamu cuma dengan harga 70ribu-80ribu rupiah saja ! dan hanya 50ribu buat VCC Ebay ! terus ada juga account Rapidshare cuma 45-50ribu perak perbulan. murah banget kan !

oooh. gituu. ntar yaah !
lho mau kemana ?

mau daftar di www.VCCmurah.com !
dasar....

kamis. uhm okay miss.

2009-08-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

dompetku tebel. (ya jelas lah seribuan semua)

selalu gendong my baby, Mac. kemana-mana (tapi bukan Mbah Surip lho ya!)

my lovely a pair of Studded Heels ! I bought it on Mr.Freddy online shopping.

do visit him HERE!

i had Marinara Fetuccini and Sushi when i went to Reddish Restaurant at Novotel Balikpapan.

hmm. soo yummieeees ! (btw, i had a couple of ice cream too. but my handphone was low batteries, and i couldnt taken any photo again anyways.) :(

with daddy, and mommy.

yuhuuuu!

wednesday; not going anywhere.

2009-08-26T21:23:00.001+08:00

satu dua tiga empat !!

pagi tadi aku mau sahur nggak ada makanan yang aku suka. akhirnya i made a couple of fried eggs. lha anehnya aku ini emang paling ngga suka kuning telor. jadinya cuman putihnya aja yang digoreng (plis deh). trus kebiasaanku adalah : ngga pake nasi! hahhaha. telor goreng+kecap ! yummie.

ini adonan donatku. dan hasilnya gagal total.

(sampe aku akhirnya memutuskan untuk tidak mengaplot saking buruknya hasilnya.)

hiks!!!!!!
liat aja nanti aku bikin yang lebih OKE daripada sekedar donat!

YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!

#1 googling

2009-08-25T18:14:00.001+08:00

hijab (-ing)

udah bener belom pake hijabnya?

GWN

menunggu sebelum pemotretan *ceileh!

2009-08-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

best photoshoot!

GWN

soo THIRSTY !

2009-08-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

gilaa. aku cuman butuh Mizone Orange yang dingiiiinn

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tuesday, confessday,

2009-08-25T16:34:00.007+08:00

kipas oleh-oleh tante Maya dari semarang

Bu Nurul beliau bener-bener seorang guru sejati. buktinya beliau benar-benar mengkontribusikan dirinya sebagai pendidik yang baik. tadi siang kata-katanya bener-bener nyentuh.. dia bilang kalau ada anak yang nilainya jelek, dia merasa dianya lah yang salah dalam cara mengajar.. dan Bu Nurul senang hati membuka kelas buat anak-anak remidial tersebut. bener-bener guru yang susah ditemuin dijaman yang serba uang ini,... dia lebih memilih buka kelas gratis ketimbang membuka kelas buat kursus anak-anak murid after school. how sweet!

RUBIKS! semua orang lagi tergila-gila memecahkan rubiks! (bukan memecahkan rubiks dengan dilempar yha.) puter sana-puter sini. dulu jamannya yoyo semua orang mainan yoyo. jamannya beyblade mainan beyblade. kapan dong memainkan aku?? (NO!)

my photo session ! pas lagi photo kelas di tempat studio fotonya Jaiko.

Jemmy dipangku Nino ini yang mana istri yang mana suami?

soooo happy!
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mari bermain rima bersama POROS DYNASTY

2009-08-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

hahhaha. judulnya udah kayak "FISIKA ITU MUDAH LHO" "MARI BELAJAR MATEMATIKA INDAH BERGUNA". tapi sebenernya engga se serem itu lah! hahaha.

ohya. ikutan battle di forum diskusi kita ya (di FaceBook POROS DYNASTY) just click!

thx,
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maggie carreza

2009-08-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

monday ! time to school. oh, Gee.

2009-08-24T14:00:00.003+08:00

sebelah kelasku itu semacem kafe sekolah. dikelasku ada ACnya. jadilah tiap waktu senggang ada "RESTORAN kaget" dikelas kita. hihihi.

makan nasi kuning semua Febri, Hansen, Billy, Jemmy
foto ini diambil sebenernya udah beberapa minggu yang lalu sebelum puasa. dan rasanya aku kangen ini semua. (soalnya sekarang ngga bisa maem dikelas lagi. hahaa.

and YAY! lucu banget deh ini bikinannya guruku dari kain flanel gitu. rapih banget bikinnya. dan yah aku tau, jualan kayak gini untungnya engga seberapa dan makan modal doang.

soo thirsty,
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puasa oh puasa. (versi mie)

2009-08-23T15:50:00.015+08:00

kenapa tiap kali puasa yang dibayangin makanan.(untung aku engga nonton TV. kalo nonton TV cocok lah tambah ngiler.)

jujur ngomongin soal makanan, aku pasti jawab dengan lantang. MIE!!!!

entar dulu. jangan besar kepala, yah, yang rambutnya keriting. *tingtingting.

aku paling suka

bakmi ayam jamur Gajah Mada pake pangsit rebus *tingtingting

mie ayam es teler 77 hmmm. *tingtingting

naaah kalo soal kangen-kangenan ama mi ayam deket rumahku diJakarta, ini tempatnya.

disini kamu bisa dapetin mi ayam yang beda dari tempat lain! tempatnya di daerah Kayu Putih, PuloGadung. belakang kolam renang TirtaMas. *deket rumahku nih. ajak-ajak aku ya kalo kesini. a.k.a TRAKTIR.

pokoknya aku paling suka sama mie ayam pangsit. terutama pangsit rebus! yummie.

mie wortel & mie bayam! yummie.

mari kita menjelajah mie dunia.

jepang
ini yang pernah aku coba : udon + ramen ! (eh katanya udon laksa Mulia enak lho!)

korea
ini jjangmyun. mie yang bumbunya kedelai hitam (waah kecap!) tampaknya menggairahkan.

yah mending kalo kecapnya doang yang item kalo mi-nya yang item?

HIIIII... kayak cacing.

*tibatiba engga selera.

siapa sih sekarang yang nggak tau mi instan?
sebutlah indomi, sarimi, tumini, gemini...

dan inilah penemunya
mamofuku ando

hallo om!

Thank God. di era 2000 ini kita udah ngerasain berbagai kemudahan teknologi. sayangnya aku kurang suka dan amat menjauhi mi instan. bukan! bukan karena rasanya engga enak!

jujur aku suka rasanya gurih-gurih gimanaa gitu. tapi menelisik dari Nutrition Facts nya, wah. bohong banget ada vitamin+mineralnya, yang ada kalori berlebihan yang masuk kedalam tubuh. (ayo ngaku, makan mie instan pasti engga cukup 1 bungkus kan!) padahal satu bungkus bisa 300-400kalori padahal jogging sedikit hanya membakar 10-25 kalori !!

usus lengket & harus dipotong karena kebanyakan makan mie instan!

hiiiii engga mau ahh!

(tapi tetep dong dong mie ayam forever!)

HIDUP MI AYAM!
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happy fasting :D

2009-08-21T10:01:00.002+08:00

met puasa yah semuaa. moga puasa taun ini lebih berkah dan semua amalan kita diterima ALLAH SWT. amiiiin :D

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waa sudah pagi (lagi)

2009-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

akhir-akhir ini aku agak pusing ama Polyvore dan beralih ke Looklet. rasanya lebih asik aja karena ada modelnya (meski pilihan bajunya cenderung lebih sedikit ketimbang Polyvore.

INILAH DAMPAK ONLINE 24JAM

hahahaha.

OMG, somebody,....
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surat cinta anak IPS

2009-08-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

Dengan hormat,
Hal : Penawaran Kesepakatan

Saya sangat gembira memberitahukan Anda bahwa saya
telah jatuh cinta kepada Anda terhitung tanggal 20
September 2007.

Berdasarkan rapat keluarga kami tanggal 17 Agustus lalu
pukul 19.00 WIB, saya berketetapan hati untuk
menawarkan diri sebagai kekasih Anda yang prospektif.

Hubungan cinta kita akan menjalin masa percobaan
minimal 3 bulan sebelum memasuki tahap permanen.

Tentu saja, setelah masa percobaan usai, akan diadakan
terlebih dahulu on the job training secara intensif
dan berkelanjutan. Dan kemudian , setiap tiga bulan
selanjutnya akan diadakan juga evaluasi performa kerja
yang bisa menuju pada pemberian kenaikan status dari
kekasih menjadi pasangan hidup.

Biaya yang dikeluarkan untuk kerumah makan dan
shooping akan dibagi 2 sama rata antara kedua belah
pihak. Selanjutnya didasarkan pada performa dan
kinerja Anda, tidak tertutup kemungkinan bahwa saya
akan menanggung bagian yang lebih besar pengeluaran
total.

Akan tetapi, saya cukup bijaksana dan mampu menilai,
jumlah dan bentuk pengeluaran yang Anda keluarkan
nantinya.

Saya dengan segala kerendahan hati meminta Anda untuk
menjawab penawaran ini dalam waktu 30 hari
terhitung tanggal penerimaan surat . Lewat dari tanggal
tersebut, penawaran ini akan dibatalkan tanpa
pemberitahuan lebih lanjut, dan tentu saja saya akan
beralih dan mempertimbangkan kandidat lain.

Saya akan sangat berterimah kasih apabila Anda
berkenan untuk meneruskan surat ini kepada adik
perempuan, sepupu bahkan teman dekat anda, apabila
Anda menolak penawaran ini.

Demikian penawaran yang dapat saya ajukan dan
sebelumnya terima kasih atas perhatiannya.

Hormat saya,

Bakal calon pasanganmu

Source : http://www.kaskus.us
Dari : sini

apaaaaannn cobaaa!
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main polyvore...

2009-08-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

trying those jobs.. such a tired.. so do polyvore and looklet as solutions! hahahaha

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mau dapetin photoshop buat Mac gratisan atau bajakan, pikir beribu kali!!

2009-08-18T12:36:00.002+08:00

berpikir mahalnya harga software asli buat Macbook kesayangan, jadi urung niat. :( alasannya gini nihh:

Trojan Ganas serang MAC & Photoshop CS4

Ribuan pengguna aplikasi MAC iWork 09 atau Photoshop CS4 bajakan kemungkinan telah terinfeksi Trojan ganas..!!.

Intego, perusahaan keamanan untuk MAC mengatakan bahwa Trojan ganas yang dinamakan OSX.Trojan.iServices.A terdapat di aplikasi Apple iWork 09 versi bajakan yang telah menyebar melalui jaringan bitTorrent.

Sebuah paket tambahan yang tidak terdapat pada versi retail iWork yang disebut iWorkService.pkg diinstal sebagai sebuah item startup dengan kemampuan read/write/execute yang terdapat di iWork versi bajakan.

Menurut intego,software versi bajakan ini terkoneksi dengan sebuah remote server untuk memberitau kepada pembuatnya bahwa Trojan telah diinstal pada komputer korban. Intego mengingatkan bahwa infeksi Trojan ini sangat berbahaya. Trojan secara otomatis men-download sebuah kode yang dapat berjalan tanpa diketahui yang kemudian dapat digunakan untuk memfasilitasi serangan DDoS pada situs tertentu.

Intego juga menemukan sebuah varian baru dari Trojan yang sama yang disebut OSX.Trojan.iServiceB yang dapat ditemukan di versi bajakan Adobe Photoshop CS4. Installer ini menginfeksi sistem bukan dengan cara menginstal paket tambahan, tapi dengan sebuah aplikasi keygen. keygen ini mengekstrak data dan menginstall sebuah backdoor ke /var/temp/. Jika pengguna menjalankan aplikasi crack lagi, sebuah executable denga nama acak diciptakan, membuat Trojan ini sulit debersihkan.

weleeeh. ga jadi deeh x,x

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